Can’t you guys do long distance or nah ? Well either way you’ll never really forget about the whole losing your virginity thing but you can just stop thinking about him and talking about him. You have to distract yourself from him. Eventually school will start up soon and you’ll go to a new school meet some new friends. For now focus your mind on other things not him. Like making friends or hanging out with them. It’s summer time why spend so much thinking about him when you could be having a fun ass time.
I love you and miss you too cutie! Where have you been :D?